Watched two films about Syria yesterday at IFC.
I was very moved, but also many different comments on youtube.
Hard to understand everything, but let's just keep researching.
My NYC days have started again.
I might be drown again in this big, blind, busy city. But it is ok maybe.
Starting my therapy sessions again.
Starting applications for grants and residencies.
Starting to meet people.
Starting to organize my days.
Starting to take classes.
Starting to research what is going on in NY.
Starting to take pictures in NYC.
Starting to cook again.
Starting to move my body.
Starting to make coffee in the morning.
Starting to make money somehow.
Starting to clean my room.
Starting to check my emails more often.
Starting to watch youtube more often.
It is just too many to take care of.
I used to spend a day without phone.
I used to spend a day without wifi.
That was possible.
And that is possible.
What is pushing me?
Who is pushing me?